Monday, November 22, 2010

10% Complete – 5 states down, 45 to go!





The end of the year has finally come!  5 marathons/5 states in less than 12 months, whew wee!  It’s been a long journey, but a rewarding one!  Months of training, first time experiences, milestones and new PRs. 


As 11/20/10 approached I became more excited about this race.  Last December, after my first marathon, when I was planning my marathons for 2010, I often jumped on marathonguide.com scanning through all the races trying to figure out which ones I wanted do for the coming year.  One afternoon, I saw Mountain Home, AR…I thought, “no way is this the little ol’ town in northeastern Arkansas where Grandma lives, no way” so I clicked on the link and sure enough it was!  It was scheduled for Saturday, November 21, 2010 and I started to plan my vacation time around that.  How perfect to go up for the race and stay the following week through Thanksgiving at my grandma’s!  So it was done. 


In the days leading up to my final marathon of the year I became quite anxious.  Not so much for my performance but for the race itself.  I was beginning to dislike my training, feeling like it was confining me and keeping me from enjoying my routine around it.  I had already decided after this marathon I would take some much needed time off and do shorter races for awhile (I’ve never done a 10k so I’d like to run a few of those for sure).  I think the shorter distance training will be better for me given the amount of time long distance training requires.  And I think it’s really important to be in a good spot mentally when going into a marathon, unfortunately I was starting to lose that.  I love running, love, love, love it, from just going out for a run to the various training runs I do.  I don’t want running to become a chore so the end of training was starting to look really good. 




Back a few months ago they changed the date and location of the Mountain Home Marathon for Kenya.  They moved it up a day, moved the course to the next town over (Cotter) and put it right along the river so instead of a hilly course we now had a FLAT course.  It was 6.5 miles out-and-back twice which I thought was great!  It automatically broke my marathon into parts for me (4 “laps” instead of thinking in mileage) and allowed for plenty of opportunities to cheer on the other runners (which is one of my favorite things to do).  Not only that, but my parents were going to come with me.  Because of the lay out of the course I’d be able to see them multiple times and could leave my fuel with them getting to run my first marathon without a belt or having to gear check anything! 

Me and Grandma
Last year there were only 60 people who finished the marathon so my chances of placing in my age division were pretty high.  That may seem kind of silly to some people but unless you’re an elite runner or sub-elite runner you really don’t stand a chance of placing in a race unless the field is fairly small.  All my other marathons this past year have been large city races, this one on the other hand is not anywhere close considering over 300 registered for the 5k, half marathon and full marathon.  Just as a quick comparison, a month ago I ran Chicago marathon, over 45 THOUSAND people registered for the race with a total of just over 38 thousand starting and just over 36 thousand actually finishing the race.  So I’d say my chances at placing for this race were good!  I also have the fabulous autumn temps on my side. 
The weather in Arkansas, in my opinion, is perfect this time of year for running and it was actually going to be “warm” for race day.  Our predicted low for the day was in the 40s and our high was in the high 60s.  My running outfit was my favorite, mid-length tights and a zip-up long sleeve top along with gloves and my ear headband thingy :-P.  If I have to wear gloves and cover my ears the temps are perfect for running!  This was my first race where I didn’t get nervous.  I suppose my excitement to be done with training kept my nervous energy away and everything moved so fast on race day I barely had time to think let alone get nervous. 



Saturday morning arrived foggy and at 38 degrees, marvelous!  My mom 
and I headed to Cotter school; this town is so small there’s one little campus with all the schools on it…but Cotter can boast because they are the trout capital of the US.  From there, we hopped on the shuttle…side note, they had a church van, a mini church bus, a full size church bus, and a charter bus going for their runners, talk about prepared…and headed to the start.  My dad and grandma met up with us about 15 mins later.  All events started at 7am and the timing devices were different than ones I’d had before.  They weren’t individually timed but all devices started when the gun went off, so I tried to get as close to the front as possible.  Dad said I was 8 seconds off from the gun time so I’d say that’s not too bad.  It was super foggy heading out, I’d never experienced running in dense fog so it was something different and I really liked it.  The entire course was along the White River and it’s very rural, I thought there were little spectators in Alaska, but there were even less here!  I can count on one hand the number of spectators I saw on the course and they were all in their cars waiting for someone they knew to run by.  We had 4 (maybe 5) water stations (since it’s an out-and-back twice course we had plenty of opportunity to hydrate and fuel) manned with 3-5 people and two large coolers (one for PowerAde and one for water), along with pretzels, bananas, and oranges.  Not knowing before hand that the course was open to traffic, my parents and grandma just stayed at the half way point/finish to cheer me on.  It ended up working out for me because during late fall/winter/early spring I don’t need to hydrate and fuel as often as I do during the hotter months.  So grabbing a little water and PowerAde on the course was plenty for me.  At about .5 miles the front-runners of the 5k had made their turnaround and were now coming the opposite direction, which allowed me the pleasure of cheering on my fellow runners.  By 1.5 miles the half marathoners and marathoners were on our trek alone.  I started to feel lonely.  I’d gotten so used to sharing my long runs with others I had to get back to my single runner mentality.  Even if I didn’t talk much on my long runs I was still out there with one or more runners next to me or very close by.  And although I didn’t get to run Chicago with my running group, I was still running with thousands of runners and no matter where on the course I was it never really thinned out at all.  This was not the case for this race.  Most of the participants were 5k runners and it turned out there were only 146 half marathoners and 79 full marathoners; so there were plenty of times and miles I ran by myself especially the second half of the race.  By mile 4 I’d finally found my mental and physical groove.  The fog was still heavy and it was cool to see runners up ahead slowly appear as I approached.  It was different to look out over the river and at times not be able to see it at all and other times it peek out just to disappear again.  I have to say one thing I learned through this race, my gloves are no longer sufficient.  I’d never dealt with cold and wet conditions before so my regular cotton gloves were perfect for keeping my hands warm enough to enjoy the run.  But throw moisture in the mix and wearing non-wicking material is not a good idea.  So, I’ve decided my next purchase will be actual running gloves…yippee! 


I don’t remember what mile it was, but runners started appearing again from the opposite direction…ah the front-runners of the half marathon and full marathon.  Boy was I feeling slow!  But I didn’t allow this to mess with my mental game instead I did what I do best, I distracted myself with cheering on those awesomely faster runners I so envy to be.  I made the turnaround and felt good, slow but good.  I’d rather have a negative split than go out a good clip to later realize I’d gone out way too fast to keep it going for 26.2 miles.  The fog was starting to lift as I headed back toward the start and I was able to enjoy more views of the river and the houses along it.  With this turn, I was able to cheer on the runners and walkers who were technically behind me.  I saw a marathoner behind me with his 2010 Chicago marathon shirt on and got to holler to him about running the race as well.  Strangely enough, I also saw a guy in a green shirt that looked pretty familiar but couldn’t place him.  Mom had decided to go for a nice walk and walked about 2 miles out from the start, so I got to see her before I reached my dad and grandma at the start/halfway point/finish.  I was feeling really slow and starting to get hungry and looking forward to seeing my time and refueling…of course having my personal cheerleaders up a few miles was motivation too.  I reached my dad and grandma and stopped and chatted for a minute and got everything I needed for the second half of the course and got back on my way. Since the turn around was next to the finish line I was able to catch my time.  I was at 2:17:10, which my half PR is 2:08 but my pace is different when I run a full and the 2:17 was faster than I’d felt I’d been running so I was pretty happy.  I headed back out for third leg and by now the fog had completely lifted.  It was like running a slightly different 6.5 miles and the final leg would be from a different vantage point so it was a nice little change. 


I felt really good on the third leg; I’d refueled and was still enjoying cheering on the half marathoners and marathoners coming by on their second leg.  I saw the guy in the green shirt again and immediate recognized him.  I hollered to him and asked if he’d run Alaska this past June and he responded back that he had!  CRAZY!  I was finally able to place him because I spent the last 3-5 miles walking with him and a few of his buddies who were on their 2nd and 3rd circuits of completing the 50 states.  Of all the states and all the races and all the runners we ended up at this little bitty race together!  NEAT!  In all this, I haven’t mentioned any pain/ailments that afflicted me for this race.  But that’s not to say there weren’t any.  In fact, as I hit mile 14 I started to experience knee pain.  Of course I had taped my knees for the race so I was slightly discouraged when they started to tell me they were there and not very happy with me only 14 miles in.  But I decided I wouldn’t think about it, unless the pain became unbearable I was going to find ways to forget about it.  My voice teacher and I have been working through my vocal tension issues and he said to me this past week, “if your focus is on your character’s story and what she’s feeling and thinking at this point in the opera instead of figuring out ways to work through your tension while singing this aria, you’ll end up distracting yourself away from the tension and more than likely loose most of it in the process.  Not to mention, you really should be focused on what your character is thinking and feeling anyway☺!”  I decided to use this approach with my pain.  I thought about my form and checked myself from head to toe to be sure I was still running efficiently.  I thought about how good my body actually felt and how on top of the world I really felt; instead of trying to think past the pain I just chose to not think about it at all.  It really worked!  I fought knee pain, a cramped shoulder, foot pain and foot cramping but really my body felt really good.  My legs didn’t feel heavy, I wasn’t overheated or freezing, I felt like an efficient machine.  I also think my singing has helped me in my breathing as a runner.  Just like breath is the foundation of singing I really think it’s the same for running.  I’m not a shallow breather using only my lungs but a full body breather, filling my lungs and diaphragm to be able to unlock the maximum potential of my body.  When running, I’m extremely rhythmic in my breathing and sometimes get lost just focusing on that.  I know what my turnover is when I’m running slow, moderately, and fast and my rhythm is always consistent.


Around mile 16 I met a Maniac (actually there were quite a few Marathon Maniacs running this marathon) who was introduced to me as Larry Macon.  Don’t know him?  Neither did I, but I was informed by one of his running mates he holds the Guinness World Record for running 105 marathons in one year (2008).  He is also the fourth person to run marathons in all 50 states within one calendar year (2005), and completed them again in 2006, 2007, 2008, and 2009 and I believe he’s on state #38 for this year!  He’s 65 and ended up finishing this marathon in 5:22:10, GO LARRY! 
As I approached the final turnaround I was feeling really good and decided to speed up my pace a little.  For fear of overestimating myself I still kept the pace fairly moderate.  I really enjoyed the run by myself in this final stretch.  My body felt wonderful so wonderful in fact I decided to take a fellow runner friend, Mike’s, suggestion and try singing and running.  I was coming up to mile 20 and Love Shack came on my ipod… side note, I’ve been running without music over 90% of the time but considering everything going into this race I thought I’d better run with music and I’m sure glad I did, I think it really helped…I was feeling really good and couldn’t help but singing along out loud (yes I know every word to the song).  I’ll dance and sing in my head when I’m running but never have I done it out loud and especially during a race, but there weren’t many runners I came into contact with during my little escapade so I figured it wasn’t a big deal if I rocked out.  As the song ended I realized I was doing even better than I thought, I was able to run (and not slow down) and sing the entire time!  The next song came on and I decided to pick up my pace a little more, still well within my moderate level mind you.  I saw a runner up ahead of me with a 2010 OKC Memorial Marathon finisher’s shirt on.  I thought it was pretty cool that I sat with a fellow Texan from a few towns over from me on the bus to the start, saw a guy I actually walked with in Alaska, and fellow 2010 Chicago and OKC marathon finishers too!  Anyway, I decided at mile 23 since I was still feeling this good I’d take it up another notch to the finish.  I realized at mile 25 that I was still breathing easy and my turnover was good.  I was shocked but still afraid to push it.  I worried that it was just the adrenaline and that if I kicked it up I’d actually find I was already pushing it and end up finishing weak because I couldn’t hold the push to the end.  See this is my problem, with everything, I allow myself to be consumed by my fear and lack of confidence within myself.  I push but only so far or hard.  I do a good job but don’t allow myself to reach my full potential for fear I’ll actually fail.  So I settle for just skimming the surface.  Well, that’s all beside the point and I could go on and on about that but this blog’s long enough with me going on and on about the race there’s no need for me to start analyzing myself on here.  So, I came around the final small bend and saw the finish.  Why I didn’t put in a harder push, I really don’t know but I’m still content with my run and finish.  I crossed the finish at 4:30:59 (I was 8 seconds behind the clock so really 4:30:51)!This put me setting a new PR by nearly 20 mins and running a 4 min. negative split!  And I never kicked it up to where I was running a fast pace, imagine what I could have run if I had!?  I can’t wait for my races next year, have a feeling I’m gonna be setting more PRs!  Final side note, I set new PRs this year in all three of the distances I’ve run: 5k PR 26:38, half marathon PR 2:08:47, and marathon PR 4:30:59!



In the 7 years this marathon has been around they've raised over $100,000 for Katito, Kenya!


 

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Day 3: State #4...CONQUERED!

What a day!  Yeesh!  To start with, last night (at 10:30, WELL after I should have been sleeping already) I remember to call the front desk to find out if I could have late check-out because of the marathon.  They kindly inform me there will be no late check-outs due to being completely full for Sunday.  WONDERFUL!  How the heck am I supposed to shower before I get on a train and plane after the marathon?!  UGH!  So, naturally I’m angry, frustrated, and stressed (mostly at myself for my completely ridiculous travel planning for this weekend).  I fall asleep fairly fast (considering my excitement over running the marathon this morning) but didn’t sleep well.  I don’t know if it was because I didn’t sleep well or because I was sleeping in an absolutely marvelous bed or perhaps it was a combination of both, but I neglected to get up when my alarm went off at 4:20am this morning.  In fact, I didn’t wake up until 6:10am!  UGH!  So, I missed our group picture for Luke’s Locker and I missed the group picture, shirt decorating and breakfast with the other runners with Fred’s Team.  On top of it, I was only half packed because I was anticipating coming back to the hotel to shower after the race so I had to pack.  I was outta there in 15 mins (how I’m not sure) but I did my best not to get worked up about everything knowing that it would only make things worse if I did.  I got my bags downstairs and checked-in with the front desk for holding and headed out the door.
My first thought, “Great…it’s already 70 degrees and I finally notice that my feet and ankles were still hurting from last night!  This is not starting out well.”  I make my way down Michigan Avenue headed to Charity Village so I can check my stuff in at the Fred’s Team tent and grab some breakfast (the perks of being with a charity, we have a private tent with food, water, ice, and can leave all our stuff there so we don’t have to gear check with the thousands of other runners) with enough time to head toward the start and get a quick stretch in.  The gun went off and we stood there, a few minutes later we took a step forward and waited to take another step forward.  Just like I thought; with over 40,000 people registered to run, it took me 30 mins just to cross the start line.  Finally, I was off.
                                                 Nice and slow.  Due to my ankle and foot pain and by the time I crossed the start, hip pain, I was hypersensitive to my pacing.  As I’ve mentioned before, Chicago is one of my all-time favorite cities and I was getting to run through its streets.  So I took in everything possible.  I can’t begin to describe how awesome it was to be seeing the city in this way (I’m looking forward to running NYC’s marathon for the same reason).  And it was jam packed with runners and spectators for most of the race.  Very, very cool experience, that’s one of the awesome things about marathons…each one is so different from the next yet very much the same.  We started at Millennium Park and headed north toward Wriggly, past the Lincoln Park Zoo.  Then we headed south, through either Lakeview or Boystown not sure which part of the district we were in, but super fun and full of great spectators.  Making our way through Old Town down to Greek Town, Little Italy, University Village, Pilsen (btw Mexican’s now how to motivate!) and China Town.  Finally, we headed toward Soldier Field and then back north to finish at Grant Park. 
                                                  
I’m frequently asked “what do you think about while you’re running that long?!”  Actually, I’m very ADD when I run.  I can’t stay on one train of thought very long.  That’s how it is for me, doesn’t matter if I’m on a short run or a long run.  Even with the best intentions I can’t stay on track, unless I’m silently chanting a mantra…and then I find I become a broken record, I’ll run several miles before I realize I’ve been repeating the same phrase over and over the entire time.  Several times during the first half of the race I considered quitting.  Though I wouldn’t have actually quit (for a million and one different reasons) I still thought about it.  When this occurred, I did one of two things; I either looked at the spectators and desperately wished I was one of them or thought about how temporary the agony I was experiencing actually was.  Thinking about it, 4-5 hours of your morning really isn’t much time at all; eventually the run will end.  Many marathoners are familiar with the phrase, “the pain is temporary, but the pride is forever.”  Yeah...definitely a mantra today.  Last night I’d written down each mile and who purchased what streets for my marathon monopoly.  I had it in a Ziploc and carried the list the entire race, referencing it frequently using each person as motivation through every street.

I’m also an emotional runner.  I usually tear up at the beginning of a race, taking in all the people that are there for so many different reasons but underlying it all, we’re there for the same thing…we’re running 26.2 miles together.  Then throughout the race I catch myself getting emotional because I realize how many people can’t even run a mile and I’m out here running 26.2, how many people don’t think they can endure the distance but don’t realize the strength they have within themselves and I’ve been blessed enough to discover this about myself, and how many others don’t even have the use of their legs and I’m silently complaining about the pain I’m experiencing because I get to use mine (I frequently consider this blessing, but when running a marathon it hits me even harder).   Those moments catch me by surprise.  Or the other runners…sometimes it’s their shirts, their conversations I over hear, or just their physical appearance.  Every race, I’m still amazed at how different each marathoner is.  It’s so cool to see such an eclectic group of people come together.  I wonder what they’re going through in the moment I see them, who or what is their motivation to be running this marathon, is this their first marathon, what have they discovered about themselves in all their weeks of training leading to this moment?   Sometimes these questions are answered by the shirt the runner is wearing.  Some of the shirts I’ve seen are awesome!  The funny ones I don’t typically remember after the marathon, but they put a smile on my face for the moment and distract me/motivate me through another several steps.  The inspirational shirts usually stick, “running because my Dad/Mom believed in me”, “cancer survivor”, “running in honor of my daughter/son/mom/dad…etc”, “Pain: I’m ignoring you, Body: I’m not listening, Mind: Let’s get to work, we can do this!”  There are so many more like these that choke me up and give me the motivation I need to keep pushing ahead.  Especially the cancer survivor shirts or posters that cheer on a loved one running who’s a survivor; if they fought through cancer, I can stinkin’ fight through 26.2 miles.                                                                           
  Weather-wise, the beginning of the race wasn’t too bad (a bit warm at 70 degrees at 8am) but once we hit the top of the course near Wriggly (mile 8) and headed back south the sun was beating down on us with virtually no shade for the remainder of the race and it was already in the mid 80s by the time we hit mile 13.  Enough of me going on and on about the far from ideal conditions, what’s important is I learned a lot about travelling for a quick marathon weekend, I grew a lot mentally, and I FINISHED!  I have to remind myself finishing is a feat within itself!  I should be proud I accomplished what I did, and I am!  Not every race can be a PR and I should be happy for what I did do and what I learned and discovered in the process.

OH…and thanks to a fellow runner friend, Mike, I challenged myself a few months back to really push myself and work to run a marathon without music.  Music is a driving force for me, rarely am I doing something without music playing in the background.  Since I started running I’ve always run with music, prior to this summer I decided to run a few short runs (3-6 miles) without music just to see if I could do it.  Then as the summer progressed I worked my way up to running 22 miles without music and found that I listened and responded to my body in a completely different way than when I ran with music. I never intended to run this marathon without my wonderful music but this morning when I strapped my iPod on my arm I challenged myself to complete this marathon without turning it on.  A few times I thought, "I’ll just turn it on for a song or two just to keep myself distracted."  However, I decided against it knowing once I turned it on I probably wouldn’t be able to turn it off.  Then I hit mile 20 and thought, “I’ll turn it on now to help push me to my physical limits and finish these last 6 miles strong.”  Even though I knew I was bound to run harder if I had my music than I would just by mentally willing myself to, I decided I would finish the race without turning my iPod on.  I was going to fight through the pain and negative thoughts with only the use of my inner strength.  And I did it!  The pride of your individual triumphs through the completion of an endurance race, truly are forever.  4 states down, 46 to go!                       Following the finish I made my trek back to the Fred’s Team tent and did my best to quickly recharge and head back to the hotel to grab my bags and prepare for the journey back to TX.  I was supposed to meet up with my friend, Blaze, who happened to be in town the same weekend and turned out he was staying with friends in the city and I happened to have a place to shower before having to travel home!  After difficulties with serious leg muscle cramps at the tent I was finally able to stand up and walk to Michigan Ave in hopes to find a taxi back to the hotel.  30 mins into my walk north I was able to find an available cab…yeesh!  I enjoyed a brief time with Blaze, grabbed a quick shower and headed off to Union Station to catch the train back to Milwaukee.  The train was absolutely packed, not to mention the flight was too.  I finally landed in Dallas absolutely exhausted.  What was I thinking travelling the same day as running a marathon?!  Never, never, never again will I do that!

I’m so thankful for the thoughts, financial support (without all those who donated to MSKCC I wouldn’t have been able to run this race, thank you a million times over!), encouragement, and prayers for this weekend.  This weekend has been a great learning and growing experience and truthfully, I wouldn’t change it for the world.

“The distance race is a struggle that results in self-discovery.  It is an adventure involving the limits of self.” Paul Weiss

“Believe that you can run farther or faster.  Believe that you’re young enough, old enough, strong enough and so on to accomplish everything you want to do.  Don’t let worn out beliefs stop you from moving beyond yourself.” John Bingham, “Tools and Rules,” Runner’s World

“Top results are reached only through pain.  But eventually you like this pain.  You’ll find the more difficulties you have on the way, the more you will enjoy your success.”  Juha Vaatainen, 5,000m & 10,000m gold medalist ’71 European Championships

“The body does not want you to do this.  As you run, it tells you to stop but the mind must be strong.  You always go too far for your body.  You must handle the pain with strategy…It is not age; it is not diet.  It is the will to succeed.”  Jacqueline Gareau, 1980 Boston Marathon champion

“I've learned that finishing a marathon isn't just an athletic achievement. It's a state of mind; a state of mind that says anything is possible.”  John Hanc, running writer

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Day 2: Sites and Sounds of Chicago

 I slept so well and had marvelous dreams, when I woke up I realized where I was and did a happy dance in my bed before jumping up and throwing open the curtains to look at the beautiful city I’m in!  I laid around and started my prep for my big run tomorrow.  Finalized plans with old neighbors of ours who are taking the train in this morning to meet me for lunch and plans to meet up with my Aunt Deana later this afternoon.  Then I got myself together and headed out to the door to enjoy the morning in CHICAGO!  I went up two blocks to Michigan Ave and then headed toward Lake Shore Drive.  Oh how I love this city…truly love this place!  It was great walking past all the big stores.
Nothing (aside from maybe music and running ☺) makes me happier than traveling and enjoying just roaming around a beautiful city.
I LOVE to travel! 

 
This afternoon, old neighbors (The Lyons) of ours from when we lived in Glen Ellyn took the train into the city to come enjoy the city with me.  We headed south on Michigan Ave and saw Trump Tower, walked out to Lake Shore Drive and saw Navy Pier, 
the Sears Tower (now named the Willis Tower, blah!),
Far in the distance (the building with the antenna) is Willis. Because of depth persception it doesn't look like the tallest building, but it is! 
the Planetarium, the Field Museum, and Shed Aquarium.  No trip to Chicago is complete without going to Buckingham Fountain, so naturally we went.  Since the city was already set-up for the marathon tomorrow morning, we were able to peek around a little and see where the start and finish was.  Then we headed over to Millennium Park to take pictures at “The Bean”.  
The Country Music Festival was going on so it was packed, but I still got to see the gorgeous amphitheater and we were still able to take some fun pictures at “The Bean”. 
Can you find us?

From there, we headed over to the fountain park with the giant face fountains and then headed back north for a late lunch at the Italian Village.  On our way, we went by the Art Institute
We were laughing about being behind the lions bum...yes we're children :-P
as well as Orchestra Hall at Symphony!  After our fabulous lunch, Pat, Lyn, and Christy headed to the train station and I headed south to the McCormick Place Convention Center to get my race bib!  I went by my charity table (Fred’s Team/Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center) to get my bib, my uniform (we were given a technical T and long-sleeve shirt along with shorts…sweet!) and race day information.  I picked up the rest of my race swag and then headed out to wait for my Aunt Deana to pick me up.  She lives just outside of the city and we headed out to my cousin’s baseball game for 30mins.  Before going by to see my Uncle and cousins we stopped by to see my Grandpa Holmquist.  I hadn’t spent time with my Aunt in ages and even though we only had a few hours together it was so nice to be able to be with her.  Back at the hotel, and my feet are not happy with me which could be troubles tomorrow morning, but to spend the day walking around one of my favorite cities with old friends and time with family was totally worth it!

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Day 1: Chicago Bound!



Almost all of Green Group (group I trained with through Luke's Locker for the last 20+ weeks) after our last long run before Chicago!

Whelp, I’ve made it to Milwaukee!  So many emotions right now it’s not even funny.  One minute I’m going about normal daily activities and the next minute it hits me…I’m running the Chicago Marathon this Sunday!  BLAAAAHHHHH! :-P  Nervous, excited, prepared, anxious, etc.  I just love the spirit of the marathon (a side note, Spirit of the Marathon is actually a movie and I highly recommend it!!!!) and every marathon is different but so similar.  I just love it! 

Anyway, this marathon is slightly different than the other 3 I’ve run since I’m fundraising.  I actually fundraised for my first marathon (Texas Scottish Rite Hospital for Children for the White Rock Marathon, Dallas, TX 12/2009) but there weren’t any restrictions.  With Chicago however I’m fundraising through Fred’s Team for the Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center and there are restrictions.  If I don’t reach my fundraising goal of $2000 I will not be able to run the marathon on Sunday.  Which is difficult, however I thought it was totally do-able since I raised just over my goal of $1000 for TSRHC last year.  Well, I was wrong.  As of this moment I’m still (technically) $665 away from reaching my goal.  I recently decided that if my goal still eluded me by Friday (today) afternoon then I would sell however many of my stocks I needed to in order to run.  So, this afternoon just before I left the office to catch my flight, I hopped online to sell the stocks I needed to and be on my marry way to the airport.  I’ll admit it was disappointing that I would have to be digging into my stocks but I’d come so far already with expenses for the trip, my 20+ weeks of training (through the ridiculous Texas summer heat and humidity I might add), most importantly the $1355 my friends, family, and co-workers had already donated to MSKCC for this race…it made selling some of my stocks totally worth it.  Well, as I was finalizing the transaction a notice comes up reminding me the cash from selling wouldn’t hit my bank account to 3-5 business days!  WHAT?!  How did I miss this?!  NOOOOOO.  No point now in selling, so I cancelled my transaction and lost all hope.  I’d exhausted all ideas and people I knew, my dear friend Blaze even implored his co-workers, my boss Jeremy and his partner did the same to their friends and Facebook pages, and again I’d exhausted all my possible options.  Not running Chicago all-of-a-sudden became a harsh reality. 

So I made my depressed way to the airport, my poor dad trying to console his inconsolable daughter.  I boarded the plane and did what I could to stay distracted, praying I would raise the rest of the money by 3pm Saturday (tomorrow).  I had a window seat and as we came into Milwaukee airport the sun was beginning to set, the trees were everywhere and in full autumn colors, the houses had character and my heart broke.  I miss living up north, don’t get me wrong, the south has its charms and definite pros (like fabulous fall, winter, and spring running weather) but I really miss so much about Northern life.  Yeesh!  I took the shuttle over to the train station to catch my train into Union Station in Chicago (in case you’re wondering, I saved an incredible amount of money flying into Milwaukee and taking the train down instead of flying into O’Hare or Midway) and tried to enjoy what I was doing…TRAVELLING!  Even though this is a serious whirlwind trip, I’m doing what I love and in one of my most favorite places.  Still the reality of my situation was continually taking over.   I finally made it to my hotel…FABULOUS (btw☺), and received word that the rest of my fundraising was taken care of!!!!  YIPPIE!  I’m officially running!  Sleep-time…if I can ☺


View from my room...that's the John Hancock Building with the two antenna's

Monday, July 5, 2010

Day 11: Back to Reality...well, almost :'-(

Nothing exciting. Slept until noon (local time) and spent the day in my hotel room trying to prepare myself for going back to reality on Wednesday. Missing the ship, my new friends, and a life of traveling. I’ve got to figure out how to travel the world and some how make a living…ship life would do it, but at the same time, it’s utterly impossible to have a relationship that way. Not that I have anything right now, but in the case that I did find someone, it would be twice as hard having a traveling long distance relationship. After this trip, I want even more to see the world! Prior to leaving for vacation, I was really wanting to share this trip with someone...but I’m so glad I made this trip by myself! It’s been absolutely amazing! I can’t wait for my next vacation ☺

Day 10: Bienvenue à Vancouver

A sad day for disembarkation, but I did get to spend most of the day with Mark walking around Vancouver. This is my take on Vancouver, it’s not one of those cities I’d say “you HAVE to visit”, but it’s huge, very green, very clean, nice and cool (I sported jeans, a long sleeve T, and a sweatshirt), and safe.

The cool thing, even though it’s not Montreal there is still French everywhere. You constantly see English followed by French written right beneath or right under. Which is fun for me because it allows me to test my years of studying the beautiful language. A stay in Vancouver is not complete without seeing the 2010 Olympic torch! The other thing is that it’s very similar to America but it’s still a foreign country. They have the same restaurants, TV shows, and other things, but they still have their own commercials, restaurants, music, TV shows, etc. It kinda throws you off. But it’s cool!

If I was offered a job here or an opportunity to live here, I would take it. Funny side note, we passed a gas station and I was thoroughly confused by the posted price. Mark explained it was $1.17, WHAT?! I was like, “dang, that’s cheap” and then Mark chuckled and was like “that’s per liter.” Silly me! Not only do they use the metric system here but they use coins for 1 dollar and 2 dollars…kinda throws you off if you’re quickly trying to count out money. I have to say my hotel here is a third of the price of my hotel in Anchorage and probably a million times better! C’est la vie ☺

The 2010 Winter Olympic Torch

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Day 9: All Good Things Must Come To An End

Today was a day completely at sea, I spent the entire day in my bed reading, it was bliss! Our final dinner was very nice but bitter sweet. I’d made good friends with Mark and various others on the ship and was not looking forward to leaving them tomorrow. I think that’s why I spent the entire day in my room alone. Anyway, I stayed true to my nightly ritual and enjoyed my last Crown and 7 (my drink of choice for the entire trip, aside from the few glasses of wine with dinner and champagne toasts) and tunes up in the Ocean Bar. Due to the immense pain in my feet, I danced very weakly for a few short hours with my friends up in the Crow’s Nest making sure we took tons of pictures to finish off the trip.
The Crow's Nest dancers
Surfin' USA
Y-M-C-A


  
the devil went down to Georgia...and Liz showed him who's boss ;-)

Soulja Boy...CRANK THAT


Day 8: Ketchikan, Alaska

Our last port day, this time in Ketchikan. Today, I actually had time to visit the town after my shore excursion. Which I would have liked to have done in Haines and Juneau, but next time I visit I’ll be sure to make the time. We docked and I headed out for my Wilderness Exploration and Crab Feast! I figure, I’m in Alaska, how can I NOT try crab?! We made our way out by bus to the lodge and on our way our bus guide pointed to old red light district, the history of the totems in the area, along with the bald eagle’s nest in the tree on the side of the road. So far we’ve seen TONS of bald eagles but this was neat because we were so close. The nest was 5 feet wide and the mama bald eagle sitting up there was 3 feet tall with a wingspan of 8 feet! HOLY COW, I didn’t realize the female bald eagle was that big. Since we saw them from such a distance they just seemed smaller. The females are much larger than the males because they have to be able to cover and protect the eggs. When we got out to the lodge, we boarded our boat and headed out to pull up a crab pot. Heidi was our guide and she gave us various information on crabs and crabbing in Alaska as well as the surrounding land and the history of the lodge. Coming back to the lodge we were shown how to crack crab and feasted away. I have to admit, the act of cracking crab and eating it is disgusting to me. The meat (aside from the very tippy top of the legs) is gross and reminds me of eating dark chicken meat (which I don’t eat because I think it’s disgusting). So needless to say, I didn’t eat very far down the legs and had to try very hard to push myself the whole meal. But, I can now say, I’ve had Dungeness crab and now I can say I’ll never have it again. The lobster was a million times better! I can say the top of the crab is very sweet and the texture isn’t so bad I think is the whole process of eating crab legs that’s probably the worst part. After our trip back to their pier I visited the local shops and then Mark took me up to one of the local bars where we killed time until 7pm. Tonight I had dinner with Rick, Sherry, Rick’s dad, and a handful of other friends they made on the trip. That’s the cool thing about cruising everyone is so friendly! Dinner was fun, though long again since we were sitting at a 10 top. Following this, I headed up to listen to and visit with The Neptunes in the Ocean Bar and headed up to the Crow’s Nest for a night of dancing (this time with shoes on☺)